1999

             I Wanna See My Kid

The Pain Cost All the Things I've Lost But His Moms & Me Didn't Get Along I Ain't Saying it was right running off The Way I did    I Abandoned My Kid

I Wonder where They are who He Calls Pop Does He Know My Name Do They HAve a Car Could Walk Back into their Life, After What I did Do I have a Right     I Wanna See My Son Ae His Eyes Like Mine What Toys Do I Buy, I'm So Confused What words do I use when his eyes ask me Who Are You ? I Feel Regret as I Roam The Halls Where I Once Lived Where I Walked The Dog    I just be tripping on the little things cause the big picture is what the pain brings  I Wouldn't be defensive pride moved aside let his Moms say the words bottled up inside But here I Stand just the Same,    I wanna see my Child like any Other Man     Do I Try his Grandmas Old Hommes of Mine, Somebody gotta know where to find,  It's Just a Question How hard I look or choose to keep the Distance That I once Took I Wanna See My Kid

 All You Deadbeat Dads think of what you lost, what you'll never had what you tossed off, when ya Got Lost, betrayed the Trust, When you just walked off & took the First Bus, So Sorry I got to let it out, My Conscience be screaming some times i've got to shout   Can You See Them  Can You Feel Them  What You did to them when you left them

Come from a Divorced Home thought I'd never fine myself in the same situation, The Children ain't the Ones Who make the Mess It's the Parents who Fuck it up then Live Regreat I'm So Ashamed I'm So In Pain  I'm So Ashamed I'm So in Pain Don't know what else to say, It's gonna take more then words to change how I feel today

All The Things We Never Did, All the Years That I've Missed